today is...Sunday, October 02, 2005 ; 7:27 AM
my diary starts now.
hiya feeling really low this few days..... dunno y???? maybe is because of her..... no mmod to study because of this...... somemore now exam period.... hiya really dunno wat to do....... how can i get back to my old self????? pls someone help me to get out from this unhappy mood........ wish she can be the one... hiya but mayb she is still angry with me..... i hate myself really much..... everytime make her angry..... hiya no point say sry to her..... it all my own fault.... i should u punish..... i am willing to take all the stress myself.... me doesnt want my friends around me that are happy to join me..... they should continue with their life n live me alone now..... sry friends out there if u think that i am making u feel unhappy.... realli sry..... me will try very hard to walk out of darkness n become my old self again.....