today is...Tuesday, October 04, 2005 ; 6:56 AM
my diary starts now.
finally give up waiting her le... so happy but also sad..... happy is for her..... she can stay happily with her bf le... i here wish them forever live together happily till old^_^ sad part is when i recap some of me n her past memories, i will feel that my heart gone from my body.... feeling realli sad..... can anione pls teach me how to forget her if she had nv leave my mind for 4 year.... i jus have to make up my mind of wanted to givp up or not.... me finally make up le , but wish that i nv regret making my mind of giving up..... i wan to go for new goals..... conentrate on my running, studies n basketball..... think when the time come , i will find other girl that i like le........ bye ling hui nv regret waiting for u for so long thx for the happiness u had bring for me ^_^ we will still be friends^_^ very gd n close friends... nv forget each other.... when u get marry must tell me ok.... must call me go eat table haha^_^