today is...Saturday, April 01, 2006 ; 6:48 AM
my diary starts now.
hiya today xcountry, this was the first time race that make me taste how losing really are... n i am very sry, as me nv go all out for the race.... i hate myself... i dont wan to taste this feeling again... hiya now i will need a long time for my mental to recover... if not me will not be able to done as well as last time le... i need a rest hiya i must get back wat i have lose...