today is...Thursday, May 29, 2008 ; 10:06 AM
my diary starts now.
i hate myself . y cant i perform like usual today when i am in court . my play today was totally SUCK can . cant even get the point i can usually . i jus wanted to play bball happily but it seem that my desire to win is way too strong. i cant stop myself from playing serious which will soon or later cause me to get injure for sure . i am forcing myself to do the things that i nv try before that y i can get the ball in the basket. i should have cool myself down and play happily . i must always remind myself that basketball is not bout winning or losing is bout having fun with my friends.